March 18, 2013

Dearest family and friends,

Thanks for the emails this week it was great to hear from everyone and I loved all of the pictures from the zoo those little girls are just so dang cute I can`t even handle it sometimes.  I`m amazed at how much they`ve changed during the time that I`ve been here and can`t hardly believe how much more they`re going to change before I get home!  Mom you had a few questions and since I have more time on the computer I`m going to take time to answer all of them.  First of all we don`t have a maid we have to clean the house on our own which means that it doesn`t get cleaned all too often.  We do clean the bathrooms about once a week but everything else waits a little longer. Our house is an apartment on the third level and as a result our mosquito, mouse, and bug problem is literally non-existent.  In my whole 6 months here I literally haven`t seen one single mouse in our house it`s great!  Food is tough because being here in the office we don`t have anyone in the ward that cooks us lunch or anything like that so we end up eating out just about every day and on the days we don`t eat out we cook something simple in the office like Mac and Cheese, grilled cheese, eggs, or anything else quick and easy like that.  As a result I think I`ve gained around 15 pounds while I`ve been here in the office and I think it all shows in my round, chubby face!  

This week we saw incredible progress in a few of our investigators.  A few weeks ago when I was on divisions my companion and one of our ZL`s were in our area and they found a family(Familia Herrera the mother, 3 daughters ages 13, 11, 10 and a son 2) of pure gold.  In the first lesson they challenged them to be baptized on the 30th of March and we have kept teaching them since.  On Saturday a member of our ward invited them over to have a noche de hogar in their house and they showed up and loved it!!  Sunday morning they got up late because a huge fight broke out at a house next to theirs and the police came and had to break up the fights and so they didn`t end up sleeping much.  They came late to church though and loved it to death.  The 12 year old girl went to young women`s and was invited to go to a campout that they`re going to do on the 28th of March.  It was amazing and the ward did a great job just pullilng them under their arm and helping them feel welcome in the ward!  They are still planning on being baptized the 30th of march and if everything goes according to plan we could have 8 baptisms in our ward that day!  4 from us and then 4 from the other missionaries in the ward so keep praying everyone that it will work out!

I feel like everything is falling into place right now for me to have a wonderful exit from the office with some baptisms.  That would be the absolute best way for me to possibly leave and I know that it would be sweet to leave and go get out to work after helping out this area and ward so much!  I love the mission and the work that we`re able to do blesses so many lives and blesses us more than we could ever describe it`s the best :)

This week should be another good one and then before we know it I`m going to be out of the office and back to the life of a normal missionary.  I`m super excited but nervous that it`s going to be a little bit of a tough transition but I know that I can do it and that I`ll give it my best out in the field until I get home:)  Things with me are going really well, I`m safe, healthy, and happy so what more could I really ask for right?  I love you all so much and hope that you are doing well and that everyone is happy healthy and moving along!  Make sure to give scott a big bro hug and someone should fart in his face for me I think that would be a good present;)  Haha 

I love you all!

Elder Andrew Hawks

March 11, 2013

Family,

What`s up everyone?  Thanks for the emails and all the love it`s so great to hear from everyone on Monday`s I love it so so much:)  

This week was good and the highlight was that yesterday we had our  baptism.  I think I already told you guys about Arturo and how his wife is a member of the church and he spent the 5 years they were married telling her that he would never be Mormon but suddenly had a change of heart and decided to be baptized.  It was so cool to see him take this step in his life and know that he`s doing the right thing.  He`s becoming the person that the Lord wants him to be.  During his testimony he talked about how through the past little while he`s come to know that his family and the other non-material things are what`s really important and that he loves the focus of the church on families.  I know that he`s going to be a great addition to the ward here and I wouldn`t be surprised if he was working with the young men in the next little while!!

This week also brought about good things in the field.  It`s great to watch Elder Smith pick up on his responsibilities here in the office and get faster at doing them.  The more he knows and quicker he can learn all that he needs to do the better we`ll be at getting ourselves out of the office on time.  I`ve loved my time here in the office and looking back the biggest lesson that I`ve learned is time management and how having a plan before doing things makes them go much more smoothly and is always good to help you accomplish everything you need to accomplish.  Due to our smooth time management this week it allowed us to have at least 5 hours in our area every single day and it was glorious!  It`s cool to see how much you can get done in that amount of time.

We have a few investigators with fechas for the 30th of March and a few especially are looking pretty positive.  As with all other panamanians the only tough part is getting them to come to church for some reason they are the laziest people when it comes to making a 9 o`clock sacrament meeting.  This week one of our goals is to take members to meet all of them so that on Sunday morning the members can go and pick them up Sunday morning to help them get to church.  I would love for the support and prayers in behalf of our investigators so they can get baptized on the 30th, their names are...

Iris

Katie

Alexandra

Maria

and unfortunately I don`t know the other little girls name she`s only 11 and it was impossible to understand her name haha.  Things here are going really well with me attached to this email I`m going to put up a picture of the baptism yesterday!

I love you all and hope that you have a wonderful week:)

Elder Hawks

March 4, 2013

Family and Friends,

Good monday morning! The sun is shining, clouds are on the horizon and rain is in the forecast. Our happy Panamanian summer is going to be ending in the next few months and we`re going to start moving into the rainy season which is great and all but I would much rather sweat under the sun then get soaking wet under a torrential rain! It`s ok though the best is that it`s just part of the experience and it`s something that you have to love and enjoy. Thank you everyone for the emails and love it was awesome to hear from Stephen about his date to prom and how "well" it ended. He`s such a stud I love that kid to death, and also congratulations on starting with your papers that`s so exciting that you`re going to get going on them and at least give yourself the opportunity to go a little bit earlier! Dad sounds like you`re on the road all the time these days but I must say I agree with you in the sense that meeting with people face to face is more effective than just phone calls and that way you can build better relationships with the people with whom you work. I still haven`t gotten an email from mom but I`m sure it will come in the next few hours but mom thanks for rushing and sending that little package down to Panama with Blanch Linton it was so fun to get something that had been put together that very week!!

This week was a lot of fun and had a lot of things happen. Yesterday alone was crazy enough to write a whole email about but I`ll give you the low down on the whole week. Elder Smith and I are working really hard at getting out of the office at 3 so that we can have as much time as possible in our area and to tell you the truth the results have been wonderful and almost therapeutic. We`ve been able to get out contact, teach and be normal missionaries which has really felt nice. We have a few good investigators that I want to tell you about...

Arturo: He`s the husband of an awesome woman in our ward. She is the primary president and these two have been married for over 5 years. He`s not a member and has gone so far as to tell his wife that he "will never be mormon". Recently he`s started to have a change of heart and all of a sudden he has a burning desire to be baptized and to ultimately get sealed in the temple with his wife. It`s been crazy to watch him turn around and from the nothing decide that the church is what he needs in his life and that it`s what their family needs for the rest of eternity. He will be getting baptized next week on the 10th so I`ll be sure to send pictures so that you can all see next week!!

Alexandra: She is the girlfriend of one of the members here in the ward and isn`t a member. She`s come to church a few times and has obviously really liked it but last week in church we went up to her and asked if she would like to meet with us. She was happy and excited and told us absolutely. On Saturday when we went to the appointment that we put with her and we talked a lot about baptism and why it`s necessary to be baptized in the true church by someone who holds the priesthood authority of God. She gave us the classic Panamanian answer that she had already been baptized once by the Catholic church but that she didn`t remember it and that she would love to baptized again as her own decision. We put a fecha with her for the 16th of March and she accepted. The only thing that could be a challenge for us is her mom. Her family is split between hardcore atheists and then hardcore Catholics, I know weird combo but we`ll see how it turns out and hopefully we can help her to get baptized.

Yesterday was wild and there`s a saying that a picture is worth a thousand words so I think I`ll just send you a few words to let you know how it was...Haha I love you all, I love the Lord, and I love my mission. It`s amazing to watch the Lord`s hand in my life as a missionary and how much he works in the lives of others to prepare them for this Gospel. I`ve come to know better and better as time moves on that this isn`t my mission it`s His. Without God none of this would be possible and thankfully it truly is his work and with his help we can become so much more that what we would be otherwise.

Andrew Russell Hawks

 
P.S.

We got some pictures from Andrew of an iguana.  They are attached.  This is how he responded when we asked him for more details.  Enjoy :)
 

Yes I did get the picture of Stephen and then Kenzie sent me a few pictures of Kylee set apart and ready to go...That`s all so exciting!! Thank you for what you do for me mom and I`ll tell you now about the iguana.

We were at the church on Sunday and we walked outside and saw it run into the rain gutter. When we lifted the cover off of the gutter we saw that it was stuck inside so my comp was a champ and started trying to save it. As we were pulling it out the tail fell off and it climbed back into the gutter and got stuck again! We had to save it so we pulled it out again and this time we got it all the way out and my comp threw it cause it started thrashing all over the place. When it hit the ground it ran like crazy and wore itself out. While it was tired we took advantage and took a bunch of pictures of it and then we left it alone! It was crazy and I was so happy to see an Iguana for the first time:)

 Love, Andrew

February 25, 2013

Hello family,

Sorry for not writing last week to say that we were busy would probably be an understatement.  Monday night last week I didn`t get to bed until 3 in the morning because we were spending so much time finishing up everything for our changes.  Changes were last Tuesday and along with that came 24 new missionaries with the majority being hermanas.  It was a fun time and I got a new companion during this meeting.  His name is Elder Smith and I`m going to be training him to be the new general secretary which means that I`ll be leaving the office on the 2nd of April.  It`s kind of exciting but at the same time looking back on my time in the office it`s been amazing and I`ve learned so much!!

This week with Elder Smith was cool.  He`s from Highland Utah and went to American Fork High school.  He`s a year younger than me and he graduated in 2012 and then just left right on his mission in the summer.  He`s been out for 8 months and was actually Elder Cottrell`s companion in the MTC as a result we`re all getting along really well and weren`t doing a whole lot of sleeping until about 12 or 1 these past few days.  It`s so cool cause we all get along really well and he has so much excitement to be a missionary which makes me happy cause now that I don`t have to do the things in the office I`m just itching to get out and go to work!  He`s been a champ and we`re working really really hard.  

We also changed to the other area within the ward and it`s been a nice change because now all of the members live in my area.  We`ve made a big commitment to work with them as much as possible in an effort to work with more referrals and do a little bit less contacting and more teaching.  It`s gone well so far and it`s been fun to try and get them involved.  It`s really neat to find the members in the ward who are willing to work with us and then use them to bring other people into the church.  It`s always interesting to see how within every single ward there are at least 2 or 3 members who are really interested in helping us a lot of times we just have to find them and then ask for their help.  

Since we`re whitewashing the new area we`ve had to do a lot of contacting as well which is a lot of fun.  You never know what kind of people you`re going to run into and you never know what they`re going to say.  When you go contacting is when you have the most crazy stories to share and you never know what you`re going to get to deal with!  So far it`s been pretty chill but some of the contacts that we made on Thursday accepted baptismal fechas so we`ll be working on getting them ready for the 30th of March.  It`s been good to have a new companion and move to the other area it brings a lot of excitement to the work and helps keep you motivated and doing what you need to do!  

I couldn`t be happier about the new mission president.  We figured out it was him due to a few clues from Pres. Ward and then our own research and we`re excited it`s crazy to  be a part of such a wonderful work.  He seems like a good guy but I have a feeling he`s going to be a 100 percent change from what we`ve had for the past little while with Pres. Ward.  He`s been pretty layed back and his main talent has been getting us fired up to work hard.  I have a feeling that this new mission President is going to be a bit more serious and bring the mission more of a spiritual boost.  It will be fun to see how things go but unfortunately I won`t be in the office when he gets here so I won`t have the chance to get to work with him right off the bat.  I would imagine that most of the mission doesn`t know he`s going to be our new president and that less know about the 58 missions that have been opened.  It`s fun to be in the office for that exact reason, we get a little bit of a head start on a lot of information;)

I`m doing really well and can`t complain about anything.  The work moves forward and being a part of it is just a pleasure.  Thank you so much for the package, it got here on Friday and was just perfect I was just about to throw a few nasty shirts away and these three will get put right to use and the vans are perfect they fit like a champ and just make me happy I`ve missed my vans.  You`re the best mom:)

I hope that you all have a wonderful week and I can`t wait to hear back from you next week!

Elder Andrew Hawks

February 11, 2013

Dear Family,

First of all Stephen you looked like a stud at that Sweethearts Dance!  Michael I hope that you had a fun time at your tournament this weekend.  Jason and Courtney have so much fun at the All star festivities and the rest of you keep being awesome.  Dad I absolutely loved your story about having the missionaries over to do splits, literally while I was reading it I could see very clearly in my mind how you would be during a practice like that and I´m glad you were forward with the missionary and gave him some constructive criticism.  I loved what mom said about getting to know the people and really getting them to talk about themselves and then go into teaching the gospel from what they say.  Something that I have learned and love about Preach my Gospel is that we have the liberty to do exactly that.  We don´t have to worry about teaching the whole lesson we just have to be able to connect with the investigators and from their start to teach depending on what they need to come unto Christ.  Something that I think about a lot is how we think they need to know everything before their baptized but it´s really not like that at all.  As long as the people have the desire to be forgiven of their sins and begin to live a better life they´re on the right path.  I love the simplicity of the Gospel but have also come to understand that no matter what knowledge you think you have can be increased.  

Dad to answer your question about having given priesthood blessings the answer is yes I´ve had to do that a number of times.  It never ceases to amaze me how randomly they come up and how we have to be prepared at all the time to be worthy to give them.  

This week was one of those fast ones and it´s because there was a lot that was going on.  On Tuesday we got a small batch of 5 new missionaries and it was really complicated because it´s the middle of the change so President had to move a lot of people around.  It was fun though and as always with the new missionaries we had the opportunity to train them before they went out into the field.  This group has a lot of really sharp new kids and it´s going to be fun to see if I get to be one of their companions when I leave the office. Another fun side note is that my son (in the mission sense)  Elder Hinojosa is training one of the new ones with only 7 months in the mission obviously I did something right when I trained him;)  Haha I´m really excited for him to have this chance to get to help a new missionary have a great start to their mission.  Training was so much fun and I figured that one of the best thing that I could do was help him to have a good experience by baptizing and working hard.  He´ll be great because he´s so happy and upbeat so it would be impossible for a new missionary to not be happy with him.

In terms of investigators we´re struggling right now.  All of the people that we´ve been teaching have stopped progressing and as a result we´ve had to basically start over with what we´ve been doing.  It´s tough because for the first time in my mission we literally have nothing going on in our area and it´s not our fault because we´ve been working the people just haven´t progressed.  We´re doing ok though and have to keep working and trying some new things to get new investigators and help the ward.  We took out a list of all the members in our ward and we´re trying to work with the less actives in order to find new investigators.  It´s going to be interesting because our area is divided in two with the other elders who are here in the office and their area is the part with the grand majority of the members active and inactive so we´ll see how it goes but I think we can have some success if we work in that way!

Yesterday I got permission from president ward to go back to Cabuya and baptize the daughter of one of my favorite members of all time. It was a typical  Panamanian baptism hot, lots of loud little kids, loud fans but full of the spirit.  It was interesting because the whole reason I baptized this little girl is that her dad isn´t worthy right now to do so because he´s been inactive.  It was hard and I think it made him sad to not be able to baptize his daughter but hopefully it will motivate him to start going to church and become worthy to do so with his last daughter.  It was so spiritual and Noelia (the little girl) was so cute, reverent and happy to be baptized and just gave me a giant hug afterwards.  I´m so glad that President let me go back and have the chance to baptize her it was really a great experience!

Things here in Panama are going well and the work continues to move forward.  I love being here and couldn´t be happier about the work that I have the chance to do.  I love you all so much and am so thankful for your love and support in my behalf it means so much!

Elder Hawks

February 4, 2013

Dearest Family,

Happy 4th of February 2013 on a nice, sunny warm morning looking out onto the ocean...Is anyone jealous yet?;)  Haha I´m glad to hear that everything is going well in the mother land and I´m pretty glad the Ravens won that´s cool that Dennis Pitta had some success!!  I didn´t even realize it was the super bowl until late last night when our neighbor (white guy from Idaho) started yelling his guts out about some play.  I think it´s better that way anyway that must mean I´m doing something right and keeping myself out of the world:)  I´m glad dad had such a fun time on the Klondike (that was always my least favorite campout too haha), that mom is chugging along in work, that Michael is moving on after his heartbreak and that Stephen is being the classic kassanova I know and love!  Hearing about everything reminds me that 2 years is a long time but in reality not too much changes and the people you love keep being the same people you love!  Please tell Michael to email me about his feelings and what´s going on I would love to hear from him especially right now!

Ah this week was a good one.  Elder Wade was sent away to Tocumen it´s the zone that´s right next to the airport so he´ll have a nice finish to his mission watching planes fly in and out all day long!  Cottrell and I are excited about it cause now we won´t have to be in a trio and teaching will become a lot easier.  It´s not too hard for two people to get in sync and teach together but when you throw in a third voice it´s a little bit more complicated!  Another small, fun piece of news is that this week I was made emergency District Leader haha.  It´s emergency because this last week a small group of Elders went home and all of them were Zone Leaders so the District leaders in our zone all had emergency changes to go be Zone leaders and we were left without a District Leader haha.   It´s fun and the only thing that changes is that I have to report numbers with all the areas in the zone and then I have to teach in district meetings on Tuesdays!  I also get to do divisions with the Elders and help them be better and then do all the interviews for the people that are going to be baptized.  

Our area is doing OK to be honest.  It´s tough because we have two parts within our area.  One is very very rich (the President of Panama lives there), and then the other part is a small slum.  Obviously it´s much easier and effective to work in the poorer area because they´re more receptive to God and actually feel as though they need him in their lives.  The only issue is that this part is very small and all the other missionaries that have been here have felt the same as us so the area has been worked a lot.  Another thing that makes it tough is that we share our ward boundaries with the two other elders in the office and unfortunately all the members live in their area which makes it difficult to work well with members.  We´re open to any ideas to help us out and get things cooking but meanwhile we´re doing our best to contact and work with our old investigators.  

Unfortunately nothing more has happened with the boy we played basketball with because they´re just always always working and so in order for us to get the whole family together is tough but we´ll keep trying and see if we can figure it out.  This week we were doing our rounds in our area, contacting, visiting people and we went down to the house of a lady we´ve been teaching for the last little while.  When we walked in a young boy walked in and started asking us all kinds of questions about who we were, what we were doing here and why we always had on shirts and ties.  It was funny to talk to him and just look at his 18 year old face marvel at what we were doing cause if we think about it for non members the life we live as missionaries is completely different than anything any other young man is doing with their life.  It´s refreshing when people talk to you and understand a little bit better why we´re here because they really come to know that we´re doing it for them that we want to help them have a better sense of purpose in life, and that most importantly we just want them to know their Lord Jesus Christ.  It´s fun being a missionary and having the chance to talk with everyone about Christ is amazing and something that just makes me happy!  

This week I learned an important lesson about open communication and how important it is to make sure that we´re understood.  When we´re in relationships with family, friends, girlfriends etc the communication is critical and if we don´t have it feelings get hurt and small issues turn into large problems.  This week our communication was not very good in the office and it caused a lot of issues this last weekend.  On Saturday night we got home, all sat down and talked the whole thing out.  Hurt feelings were repaired, the bad communication was resolved and in the end all the issues that had come up were resolved.  I stayed up thinking for a long time about that and realized how important it is for us to be open with each other and not let small issues build and simmer until they become big and finally explode.  By just sitting down and figuring the small things out we can avoid large issues and our love for one another grows because we know we can trust and confide in those that surround us.  

I love you all and am so thankful for your sacrifices to help me be here on the mission.  It makes me so happy to hear from you all and know that you´re thinking about me and that this mission isn´t just important to me but to all of you as well.  I love being here and am so thankful that I was able to make the necessary decisions to be here!

Thank you again for everything I´m so lucky to have such a wonderful family!  I can´t wait to hear from you again next Monday have a great week:)

Elder Andrew Hawks

January 28, 2013

Dearest family,

Thanks so much for your emails I love hearing from you guys all the time it´s really the best and just makes me one happy missionary.  Mom thanks a ton for getting that little package ready and being able to fulfill my requests you´re literally the best mother ever!  Dad to answer your question we are in the dry season right now.  I think that the last time it rained here was 2 or 3 weeks ago it´s hard to tell time just seems like a big blur to me.  I hope Stephen is doing well and that he´s getting good grades but make sure to let me know whether or not he makes it into BYU cause that would be so fun to be at school with him again after he finishes his mission!

Well changing gears this week for us was a little bit odd.  It´s hard to explain but it seems like last Monday was just yesterday but at the same time there are so many things that have happened and that are going to happen in the next week it´s hard to know exactly where to start!  Last week was time for the financial secretaries to pay all of the owners of the houses and the cooks for the mission.  They also had to make payments on all the houses electricity, water and garbage.  Needless to say their plate was full.  Luckily a lot of the payments are online so they can be done in the office but the tough thing is that it´s about 95 houses with the three payments each so it takes quite a while.  As a result we had two late nights in the office on Tuesday and Wednesday.  Thursday was pretty normal and we got out to contact for a little while.  We decided to work in a different, richer part of our area and it turned into about 30 contacts with 1 lesson.  It was a funny coincidence because a long time ago we were playing basketball and this kid came and played with us.  We talked with him for a bit but he was really shy and we kind of didn´t think much more of it.  Thursday we were contacting and guess who´s house we contacted?  Our basketball friend´s!  It was cool cause he was there with his little sister and then with his mom.  They let us in and all sat down and listened to us.  Unfortunately they weren´t home on Saturday for our return visit and couldn´t make it to church for one reason or another but we´ll see if we can get a hold of them and keep teaching this week that´s coming.  

This coming weeks marks Elder Wade´s last week with us.  On tuesday he´s leaving to go and be a Zone Leader for the last two months of his mission.  It´s exciting for him and it´s going to be good for Elder Cottrell to take up the reins as the financial secretary and do it his own way.  It´s gonna be different with Elder Wade gone and I´m gonna miss him he was honestly one of my favorite companions.  We worked really well together and always got our office things done and made it to the area.  I´m excited for him though to leave and go finish his mission off strong and have the success that he deserves!  It´s fun to meet and have companions that you can keep in contact with after the mission.  With the two I´m with right now it will be really easy because both are going to BYU so there will be plenty of time to catch up and build lasting relationships with them afterwards:)  

To be honest there´s not a ton else to report.  It´s still sunny and I still sweat every single day but I couldn´t love it any more!  I´m having a lot of fun and making sure to balance the fun with the work.  I think that a lot of missionaries get too worried and worked up with being serious all the time and forget that they´re supposed to be themselves and use their personalities to preach the gospel.  I love being here and having the opportunity to spread the good news to the people of Panamá!  

I love you all and hope you have a great week!  Until next Monday:)

Elder Andrew Hawks

Note to Korban:  KORB!!!!!!  You´re 20 what the heck?!  Congratulations man not gonna lie it´s kind of weird that we´re no longer teenagers even though we may still feel/act like it!  Happy Birthday man, really you deserve to have the best day!  Thanks for being one of my best friends for about 16 of those 20 years haha It´s crazy to think that we´ve kept the same group of friends for so long and that we were always so close doing things together and now we´re all doing the same thing just on different sides of the world.  We literally couldn´t be luckier to be doing what we are and having the opportunity to help other people come to know about our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  I love you buddy and hope you have a really wonderful birthday:)

Andrew Hawks